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  As if they were family dogs, the coyotes made room for her and seemed to welcome her company.

  Her amazement still allowed a measure of caution. She stood with her arms crossed defensively over her chest. Yet she felt that if she held a hand out to the beasts, they would only nuzzle and lick it.

  The coyotes nervously divided their attention between Molly and the surrounding woods. Their rapid and shallow panting spoke not of exhaustion after a long run, but of acute anxiety.

  Something in the rain-swept forest frightened them. Evidently, this fear was so intense that they dared not respond to it with their customary snarls, raised hackles, and counterchallenges.

  Instead, they trembled and issued soft mewls of meek submission. Their ears were not flattened to signal an aggressive response, but remained pricked, as if they could hear the breathing and the subtle footfalls of a fierce predator even through the crash of rain.

  Tails tucked between their legs, flanks trembling, they moved ceaselessly back and forth. They seemed ready, at any moment, to drop as one to the plank floor and submissively expose their bellies in an attempt to forestall an attack by some ferocious enemy.

  Brushing against Molly as they swarmed the porch, the coyotes appeared to take as much comfort from contact with her as they did from their pack mates. Although their eyes were strange and wild, she saw in them some of the hopeful trust and need for companionship that were qualities common to the eyes of the gentlest dogs.

  Her amazement gave way to astonishment as a humbling flood of emotions never experienced before—or never experienced this strongly—swelled in her. A sense of wonder, childlike in its intensity. An almost pagan feeling of being one with nature.

  The humid air thickened with the odor of damp fur and with the smoky ammonia scent of musk.

  Molly thought of Diana, Roman goddess of the hunt, whom artists often depicted in the company of wolves, leading a pack in pursuit of prey, across moonlit fields and hills.

  A profound awareness of the interconnectedness of all things in Creation seemed to arise not from her mind, not even from her heart, but from the smallest structures of her being, as if the microscopic tides of cytoplasm in her billions of cells responded to the coyotes, the unusual storm, and the forest in much the way that Earth’s oceans were influenced by the moon.

  This extraordinary moment was supercharged with a mystical quality so supremely grand in character and so formidable in power, so unlike anything Molly had known before, that she was overcome by awe and trembled with a peculiar exhilaration that was almost joy. Her breathing became quick and shallow, and her legs grew weak.

  Then, as one, the coyotes were seized by a greater terror than the fright that had driven them from the woods. With thin, desperate bleats of panic, they fled the porch.

  As they swarmed past her, their wet tails lashed her legs. A few looked up entreatingly, as though she must understand the cause of their fear and might be able to rescue them from the enemy, real or imagined, that had chased them from their dens.

  Fast down the steps, into the storm, they traveled in a tight defensive pack, not hunting now, but hunted.

  Their rain-soaked coats clung to them, revealing lean forms of bone, sinew, and stringy muscle. Always before, coyotes had looked aggressive and formidable to her, but these seemed lost, unsure of their purpose, almost pitiable.

  Molly crossed to the head of the porch steps and stared after them. Although irrational and disturbing, the urge to follow was difficult to resist.

  As the coyotes descended through the night, the forest, and the queerly luminescent rain, they frequently glanced back, past the house and toward the top of the ridge. Suddenly seeming to catch the scent of a pursuer, they whidded among the pines, as swift and silent as gray spirits. And were gone.

  Chilled, hugging herself, Molly let out a pent-up breath that she’d not been aware of holding.

  She waited, tense and wary, but nothing followed the pack.

  In these mountains, coyotes had no natural enemies capable of challenging them. The few remaining bears foraged on wild fruits, tubers, and tender roots; they stalked nothing bigger than fish. Although bobcats had survived human encroachment in greater numbers than had the bears, they fed on rabbits and rodents; they would not chase down another predator for food and certainly not for sport.

  The musky scent of the coyotes hung on the air after they departed. Indeed, the odor didn’t diminish but seemed to ripen.

  Standing at the head of the steps, Molly held a hand out past the protection of the roof. In this cool autumn night, the glimmering rain slipping through her fingers proved to be unexpectedly warm.

  The phosphoric water limned the wrinkles of her knuckles.

  She looked at her palm. Head line, heart line, and lifeline shone brighter than the rest of her hand, suddenly scintillating with mysterious meaning, as if some previously unknown Gypsy heritage had manifested in her, complete with the ability to foretell the future from creases in her skin.

  When she withdrew her hand from the rushing rain and sniffed it, she detected even more strongly than before the scent that she had attributed to the coyotes. Although not appealing enough to be called a fragrance, it was not unpleasant, either, and was as rich with subtleties as the air in a spice market.

  She had never before experienced such a scent. Yet within the intricate matrix of this unique smell, she detected a tantalizingly familiar substance, simple in its nature. The more determinedly she strove to identify this core odor, the more its slippery name eluded her.

  Although it smelled like a complex mélange of essences and exotic oils, the rain had the character and consistency of ordinary water. She rubbed it between thumb and fingertips, feeling nothing unusual.

  Gradually Molly realized that she was lingering on the porch in the hope that the coyotes would return. Standing among them, like a lamb among lions, trembling on the brink of some revelation, had been such an awesome experience that she longed to repeat it.

  When the coyotes did not reappear, an ineffable sense of loss overcame her. With it arose anew the feeling of being watched that earlier had stirred the fine hairs on the back of her neck.

  Sometimes the forest appeared to her as a green cathedral. The massive pine trunks were columns in a vast nave, and the spreading boughs formed groin vaults and fan vaults high overhead.

  Now, with the reverential hush of the woods replaced by the din of the downpour, the gloom coiling among the trees seemed to be of a different character from that on any previous night. The god of this cathedral was the lord of darkness.

  Disquieted again, Molly backed across the porch, retreating from the steps. She did not for one moment look away from the encircling forest, half convinced that something would fly at her from out of the pines, something that would be all teeth and temper.

  Inside, she closed the door. Engaged the deadbolt. Stood there for a moment, trembling.

  She continued to be surprised and disturbed by her emotionalism. Driven by a kind of instinct, less of the mind than of the heart, she felt reduced from womanhood to the overwrought reactions of a girl—and she didn’t like it.

  Eager to wash her hands, she hurried to the kitchen.

  Approaching the open door, she saw that the light above the cooktop was still on, as she had left it when she’d heated the mug of milk.

  At the threshold, she hesitated, suddenly expecting someone to be in the kitchen. Someone who had come in the back door while she had been distracted by the coyotes.

  More emotionalism. Foolish. No intruder waited for her.

  She crossed the kitchen directly to the back door, and tried it. Bolted. Secure. No one could have gotten in that way.

  Coruscating curtains of radiant rain silvered the night. A thousand eyes might have watched from behind that sequined veil.

  She lowered the pleated shade over the window beside the breakfast table. She dropped the shade at the window above the sink, as well.

  Afte
r turning on the water and adjusting it to the hottest temperature that she could tolerate, she lathered her hands with liquid soap from the built-in dispenser. The soap smelled like oranges, a gratifyingly clean scent.

  She had not touched any of the coyotes.

  For a moment she did not understand why she was scrubbing her hands so determinedly. Then she realized that she was washing away the rain.

  The curiously aromatic rain had left her feeling…unclean.

  She rinsed her hands until they were red, half-scalded. Then she pumped more soap and lathered up a second time.

  Within that mélange of subtle but exotic scents had been a vaguely familiar odor, smoky and ammoniac, that Molly had not quite been able to identify. Although she had flushed the smell from her hands, it now returned to her in memory, and this time she was able to name it: semen.

  Under that spice-market variety of exotic aromas, the rain had exuded the fecund scent of semen.

  This seemed so unlikely, so absurdly Freudian, that she wondered if she might be asleep. Or sliding into a neuropsychotic episode.

  The inexplicable luminescence, the seminal rain, the cowering coyotes: From bed to foaming faucet, every step and moment of the experience had a hallucinatory quality.

  She turned off the faucet, half expecting silence when the water stopped gushing. But the tremendous roar of the unseasonable rain was there, all right—either real or the soundtrack of a singularly persistent dream.

  From elsewhere in the house, a sharp cry sliced through the monotonous drone of the storm. Upstairs. It came again. Neil. Her calm, composed, unflappable husband—crying out in the night.

  With too much experience of violence dating from the age of eight, Molly reacted with alacrity, snatching the handset from the nearby wall phone. She keyed 9-1-1 before realizing that she hadn’t gotten a dial tone.

  Over the open line came an audial tapestry of eerie, oscillating electronic tones. Low-pitched pulses of sound, high-pitched whistles and shrieks.

  She hung up.

  They owned a gun. Upstairs. In a nightstand drawer.

  Neil cried out again.

  Molly glanced at the locked door, felt again the desire to flee with the coyotes into the night. Whatever else she might be—insane or as foolish and hysterical as a girl—she was not a coward.

  She went to the knife drawer and drew the most wicked blade from its sheath.

  3

  MOLLY WANTED LIGHT, A GREAT BRIGHT DAZZLE of it, but she didn’t touch a switch. She knew the house better than any intruder could know it; in these rooms, darkness would be her ally.

  Kitchen to hall to stairs, she cleaved the gloom with the point of the butcher knife and followed in its wake.

  Some of the treads creaked, but the rumble of the downpour masked the sounds of her hurried ascent.

  Upstairs, the storm still painted luminous galaxies on the skylights. Faint images of those patterns crawled the hallway floor.

  Approaching the bedroom, she heard a groan followed by a softer cry than those that had preceded it.

  Her heart clenched tight, knocked hard against its caging ribs.

  As she pushed open the door and entered the dark bedroom, the butcher knife twitched and bobbed like a dowsing rod, as if divining the location of a hostile intruder, seeking not water but bad blood.

  The mercurial light of the radiant rain, eddying through the room with a watery inconstancy, failed to illuminate every corner. Shadows shivered, throbbed; some of them might have been more than mere shadows.

  Nevertheless, Molly lowered the knife. At this close range she realized that her husband’s groans and cries resulted from a struggle with nothing more threatening than a nightmare.

  Neil’s sleep was usually as untroubled by narrative as it was deep and reliable. When slumber brought him a story, the plot was soothing, even comic.

  She had sometimes watched him smiling in his sleep. On one occasion, without waking, he had laughed out loud.

  As with everything else about the early hours of this Wednesday morning, the past did not serve as a guide to the present. Neil’s dream clearly was different from others he had experienced during the seven years that Molly had shared a bed with him. His panicked breathing and cries of dread suggested that he raced desperately through the forests of sleep, pursued by a terror that relentlessly gained ground on him.

  Molly switched on a nightstand lamp. The sudden flush of light didn’t wake her husband.

  Sweat darkened his brown hair almost to black. Wrung by anxiety, his face glistened.

  Putting the knife on the nightstand, she said, “Neil?”

  His name, softly spoken, didn’t break the spell of sleep.

  Instead, he reacted as if he had heard the close, rough voice of Death. Head tossing, neck muscles taut, twisting fistfuls of the sheet as if it were a binding shroud in which he’d been prematurely buried, he took shallow, panicked breaths, working himself toward a scream.

  Molly put a hand on his shoulder. “Honey, you’re dreaming.”

  With a choked cry, he sat up in bed, seizing her wrist and twisting her hand away from his shoulder as though she were a dagger-wielding assassin.

  Awake, he nevertheless seemed to see the menace from his dream. His eyes were wide with fright; his face had been broken into sharp new contours by the hammer of shock.

  Molly winced with pain. “Hey, let go, it’s me.”

  He blinked, shuddered, released her.

  Taking a step backward, rubbing her pinched wrist, she said. “Are you all right?”

  Throwing off the covers, Neil sat up, on the edge of the bed.

  He was wearing only pajama bottoms. Although not a big man—five feet ten, and trim—he had powerful shoulders and muscular arms.

  Molly liked to touch his arms, shoulders, chest. He felt so solid, therefore reliable.

  His physique matched his character. She could depend on him, always.

  Sometimes she touched him casually, with innocent intention—and passion followed as urgently as thunder in the wake of lightning.

  He had always been a confident but quiet lover, patient and almost shy. The more aggressive of the two, Molly usually led him to bed instead of being led.

  After seven years, her boldness still surprised and delighted her. She had never been that way with another man.

  Even in this unnerving night, in spite of the roof-punishing rumble of radiant rain and the disquieting memory of the coyotes, Molly felt a certain sensual response at the sight of her husband. His tousled hair. His handsome, beard-stubbled face; his mouth as tender as that of a boy.

  He wiped his face with his hands, pulling off cobwebs of sleep. When he looked up at her, his blue eyes seemed to be a deeper shade than usual, almost sapphire. Darker shadows moved in the blue, as if a nightmare memory of poisonous spiders still scurried across his field of waking vision.

  “Are you all right?” Molly repeated.

  “No.” His voice was rough, as though cracking from thirst and raw with exhaustion after a desperate chase across the fields of sleep. “Dear Jesus, what was that?”

  “What was what?”

  He got up from the bed. His body had a coiled-spring tension, every muscle taut. His dream had been a hard-turned key that left him as stressed as overwound clockworks.

  “You were having a nightmare,” she said, “I heard you shouting in your sleep.”

  “Not a nightmare. Worse.” With anxious bewilderment, he turned to survey the room. “That sound.”

  “Rain,” she said, and pointed at a window.

  Neil shook his head. “No. Not just rain. Something behind it…above it.”

  His demeanor further unsettled Molly. He seemed to be half in a trance, unable fully to shake off his nightmare.

  He shuddered. “There’s a mountain coming down.”

  “Mountain?”

  Tipping his head back, studying the bedroom ceiling with evident anxiety, the initial roughness in his voice smoothing
into a solemn silken tone of mesmerizing intensity, he said, “Huge. In the dream. Massive. A mountain, rock blacker than iron, coming down in a slow fall. You run and you run…but you can’t get out from under. Its shadow grows ahead of you faster…faster than you can hope to move.”

  Soft-spoken, yet as sharp as a harpist’s plectrums, his words plucked her nerves.

  Intending to lighten the moment, Molly said, “Ah. A Chicken Little dream.”

  Neil’s stare remained fixed on the ceiling. “Not just a dream. Here. Now.” He held his breath, listening. Then: “Something behind the rain…coming down.”

  “Neil. You’re scaring me.”

  Lowering his gaze, meeting her eyes, he said, “A crushing weight somewhere up there. A growing pressure. You feel it, too.”

  Even if the moon itself had been falling, she would have been reluctant to acknowledge that its gravitational influence stirred powerful new tides in her blood. Until now, she had been a rider who kept tight reins on life, letting emotion break into full gallop only in the pages of her books, saving the drama for fiction.

  “No,” she said. “It was just the sound of the rain getting to you in your dream, and your mind spun it into something weird, made a mountain of it.”

  “You feel it, too,” he insisted, and he padded barefoot to a window.

  The low amber light from the nightstand lamp was insufficient to disguise the luminous nature of the torrents that tinseled the forest and silvered the ground.

  “What’s happening?” he asked.

  “Unusual mineral content, pollution of some kind,” she replied, resorting to the explanations that she had already considered and largely rejected.

  The curiosity and wonder that earlier compelled her to venture among the coyotes had curdled into trepidation. With uncharacteristic timidity, she yearned to return to bed, to shrink among the covers, to sleep away the freak storm and wake by the light of a normal dawn.

  Neil disengaged the latch on the casement window and reached for the handle to crank it open.

  “Don’t,” she warned with more urgency than she had intended.

  Half turning from the window, he faced her.

  She said, “The rain smells strange. It feels…unclean.”

  Only now he noticed her robe. “How long have you been up?”

  “Couldn’t sleep. Went downstairs to write. But…”

  He looked at the ceiling again. “There. Do you feel that?”

  Maybe she felt something. Or maybe her imagination was building mountains in the air.

  His gaze tracked across the ceiling. “It’s not falling toward us anymore.” His voice quieted to a whisper. “It’s moving eastward…west to east.”

  She didn’t share his apparently instinctual perception, though she found herself wiping her right hand on her robe—the hand that she had held out in the rain and had later washed so vigorously with orange-scented soap.

  “As big as two mountains, three…so huge,” whispered Neil. He made the sign of the cross—forehead to breast, left shoulder to right—which she had not seen him do in years.

  Suddenly she felt more than heard a great, deep, slow throbbing masked by the tremulous roar of the rain.

  “…sift you as wheat…”

  Those words of Neil’s, so strange and yet disturbingly familiar, refocused her attention from the ceiling to him. “What did you say?”

  “It’s huge.”

  “No. After that. What did you say about wheat?”

  As if the words had escaped him without his awareness, he regarded her with bewilderment. “Wheat? What’re you talking about?”

  A flickering at the periphery of her vision drew Molly’s attention to the